i've tried to try

i've tried to try, but felt i have failed.

i've stumbled, and now i'm tired.

i'm making excuses, because there is no inspiring comments.

i'm wandering in the wilderness,
and yet,
yet perhaps i can glorify God even here!
what a thought.
i'm still lost.
you would have think i would have been tired of being lost.
i am.

i don't want to talk about it anymore.