hurting

bleeding
i am bleeding
inside
outside
i have been pretending
smiling
but now
it's hard to even do that

saviour, saviour i need
my real self pushes the mask away
but i don't want to
don't know how to reveal
let me hide
let me die inside
as i bleed
as i bleed
and tears and blood mix
i
am hurting
crying?i don't know
help....