Sunday, October 14, 2007

s h a ke n. .. .

i am feeling so scared
so fearful inside
and nobody knows
except for God
so afraid
so embarrassed
i don't know to share it
how to ask for help
what's going to happen to me?
i thought its nothing
just something on the surface
but all the news im hearing
is blasting warning signs
it could be something more
deeper than skin
and images just wont leave
i think i can vomit
i really want to cry
and ask God that i wont be afflicted
that i wont go through that ugly scary phase
im so scared!
i cant do anything
felt almost numb with fear
i need to cry to God
i need to really sob
if i hold it anymore i'd break
im so scared.
=~(

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