i just cant stand it anymore.
i lied again. again and again i lied to God, myself.... and i feel i'm breaking so badly inside. too many times i've said i won't stumble when i'm home, i'd stick to what i said i would, and i fall flat on my face. and it hurts, yet i refuse to do anything about it.
i am tired. sad. broken.
it's 2 more days before i have to leave, and its killing me. i dont want to leave. i havent done what i feel like i should do here yet. every morning i wake up and hate myself for waking up late because im wasting precious time. but when i have the time, i dont know what to do. i'm lost. i'm confused.
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