death comes, it will

we are all going to die. but how are we going to live? that's what matters then, right?

i am tempted to think that each day i am slowly dying, because death is inevitable. each day as time ticks by i am losing my life. but then i remember that there is another life after death, so even when we cannot avoid death, we can choose to live again. knowing there is an overcomer of death, i know i can live, by choice, and not die as i live. if i die, i die, but let me live while i can. when i live again after death, i pray there is no regrets for the time i had lived before i died.

for now, there are many regrets, many things i still wish to come true. so i am grateful for more time given; to stop being a monster, to be more of a human in God's path. i need help.